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 : ZYY, 22, +65. can i be a slug all day?
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written on Monday, February 28, 2011 @ 1:04 PM ✈
 i feel like i am going to get a heart attttack soooon.
still need to go to school before friday to pay my school library fine
to be able to get my result on friday.
i dont even know how i get it.
[i wonder who can accompany me :( ]
thumping and thumping.
suddenly the news is released.
despite knowing that, but without the confirmation the idea
just didnt seem to get in to my head.
all of the sudden, the facebook notification is flooded.
it is confirmed, with the date and timing.
what i wanted is really a dream, an unattainable one.
to think i was laughing at my terrible and horrible teacher,
mocking him when he got it at the age of 29.
come to think i am merely 10 years younger,
what right do i have to laugh at him,
when i can't get it myself. going oversea? but where can i go? what to take up? till now i still not sure. cause i still habour the thought that miracle may happen will it happen? i really dont know.
i am no longer young, my heart just couldn't take anymore blow.
should friday come earlier or not come at all
it has been 3 months after my last paper.
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written on Monday, February 28, 2011 @ 1:04 PM ✈
i feel like i am going to get a heart attttack soooon.
still need to go to school before friday to pay my school library fine
to be able to get my result on friday.
i dont even know how i get it.
[i wonder who can accompany me :( ]
thumping and thumping.
suddenly the news is released.
despite knowing that, but without the confirmation the idea
just didnt seem to get in to my head.
all of the sudden, the facebook notification is flooded.
it is confirmed, with the date and timing.
what i wanted is really a dream, an unattainable one.
to think i was laughing at my terrible and horrible teacher,
mocking him when he got it at the age of 29.
come to think i am merely 10 years younger,
what right do i have to laugh at him,
when i can't get it myself. going oversea? but where can i go? what to take up? till now i still not sure. cause i still habour the thought that miracle may happen will it happen? i really dont know.
i am no longer young, my heart just couldn't take anymore blow.
should friday come earlier or not come at all
it has been 3 months after my last paper.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misconception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgement. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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